ho!ho!ho! howdy everyone.  its just days before christmas and im still not done with my list.  well, im half way through my family.  what is really tasking are the ones i have toget for our clients and stuff.  I have to come up with at leat 110 gifts.  i sure do need a hand! anyways,…

happy thanksgiving

it’s thanksgiving halfway around the world today.  i believe that special day is even bigger than christmas in america.  i don’t know why but here in the phiippines, christmas is the king of all celebrations. i did a few clicks here and there and my search brought me to how thanksgiving came to be.  accordingly,…

mad world

it’s just the middle of the week but  that the load of the entire workforce seem to land on my shoulders.  im so tired!   im on the brink of burning out.  these past two days came like a blur.  last thing i knew i am always rushing to something…. perhaps one of my biggest stresses…

i know now why i was so pissed off yesterday. remember i complained of not actually pinning down the cause of my anxiety and fume.  well, it was about changes.  yeah, as ordinary and random as it sounds.  hubby has something to do with it, actually.  when he told me a few nights ago that…

i’m so mad.  don’t know why or whom but im boiling mad….  not even reciting  my mantra works!  i need to vent this out.   it’s like im searching and really restless inside. no, dont ask me..im completely clueless. to think i’ve been reading meditation books for few nights ago.  is this the storm before the…

Image via Wikipedia i can’t get over the transgender kids episode on the tyra show last night.  apparently, the topic have already been aired a few months back, but last night was the only time i get to watch the entire episode. at first it was just curiosity, but then after like five minutes, i…

lent

A good friend and colleague shared this with me.  I think this is very timely, especially now that we catholics are celebrating Lent.  Read on to find out how we can have “A Fruitful Lenten Season” Here is a diffrent approach to fasting.  Fastings have a tendency to be oriented toward giving up things like…

this is it

a single step was all it took for me to realize what have i been missing.  it was scary to be threading on unfamiliar grounds; my comfort zone is such a safe and familiar place.  what  an eye opener for me.  there is still so much to learn and conquer. whatever happens, im keeping my…

another setback

while marikina nad other neighboring cities are still strugling to recover from the recent calamity, another major setback is presently lingering.  it seems suffering and hardship is way over, folks.  the recent damage to the taytay transformer has once again, brought devastating effects on our lives.  not only the power outages disrupted daily lives, but…

filling the gap

hey im back! after two weeks of being MIA, ive finally made my way in these pages.  its good to be home… let me fill the gap i so deliberately left in my absence.  i already wrote about my net connection being also MIA.  i was out of the loop for, i think a week. …

i haven’t been blogging these days.  in fact, i missed quite a few of my “regular” posts.  as much as i would like to fill up the gaps, im really busy these days with work.  a colleague just left for abroad and some of her load was transferred to me.  so you can just imagine…

i wish i could be more positive. or optimistic, even.  the fact is, im feeling really lousy. we (hubby and i) had a major disruption in our regular routine yesterday. (and it sure shows no signs of getting back on track yet) we had to bring julia to the hospital yesterday because of high fever…